The Moon is Out

Today was just one of those unmotivating days, where u sit around and mope about what you have to do. Unfortunately at this stage of my life i can get away with that. I feel like Im a turtle who cracked the Egg and although i beat the odds and made my way to the teasing waves...I still have so many more challenges to go, and i can not affort to look back and celebrate my achievement...Because believe it or not that first achievement means nothing and is nothing to remember without that final one. I speak in simile's and metaphors, its so much easier then the "normal" language. some say its poetry, i say its my way of thinking, my way of writing. Lets hope im consistant and i persue those waves coming at me and keep logging everyday...consistancy is something i need to learn. I'm trying to get an appointment with a psychologist cuz its free for me (or at least i think so). Just for the heck of it. No one ever comes out of psychologists office undiagnosed so I want to see what ailment i would fall under if i were to fall under anything. my eyes are teary, my soul is sore, my heart is weary, thinking of love no more. ... o ya and its a full moon..i wish it had the effects it supersticiously does. i can use the energy